feel..... good actually.

Ytd and today abit under the weather. I hope it wont full blown over e wkend. Sore throat.. feverish.

Aft e new structure being announced, my mood hasnt really picked up. Esp i started to link e possible change due to my work capability. Though my boss insisted it was not cuz of my work performance, i juz cldnt nail dwn one real reason for e change. Or rather.. i cldnt accept their reason.

In e evening, i saw my regional counterpart who juz went back to his country, online. We dun usually talk much, but i think he's like my Indian chief - very capable man. So i said hi.. and our conversation just flowed. He asked hw was i... and asked if i wan to talk abt it.

So sweet hor. So i guessed he knew abt it la. Not to go into details.. bt at least i know dat its an initiative fm those God's up there. Since he's my regional senior mktin mger of my latest portfolio, i took e opportunity to ask him abt wat he thinks of my work so far. He understood where i coming fm, immediately clarified dat its nt abt my work performance. In fact, he thot that i was great in my work and i hav met his expectation though it was such short stint working together.

wahz.. I MET HIS EXPECTATION leh!!!! I thot he always think i very lousy. i was.. very pleased to hear dat. He has no reason to lie to mi la, cuz hes very result driven lolz. He was quite apologetic dat he was so busy dat he has no time to groom mi. haiz. SEE - i cld go far one leh. muhahaha. Haiz. I think Feng-yun lookalike also quite pleased wid mi. It pleases mi when ppl think gd of my working capability, cuz it means mi aint flower vase. Cuz a few of my colleagues feel dat i move too fast too furious. Bt its a hell tough work k.

Watever the case.... for once, i felt happy.. at peace wid myself. Cuz these senior mktin managers hav a hell lot of expectations.. and it pleased mi to know dat i'm on the mark. i guess, tat to me - was enuff.