Silence into the night...

1.00am... its still relatively warm in the late night. Just done wid my product launch deck, tomolo to start looking into the forecast numbers. My wkend is gone just like that. Good news is.. i'll b away during the long wkend Bad news is... the very next day i return, it is my product launch week.

Unfortunate for the bad timing. High chance i might b bothered abt any hipcups in the preparation of the launch, might nt b able to enjoy fully, but still, i'll go to my break   Someone is going to b real touched. Gotta b careful on my tan, otherwise during my launch dates, i wld look like some red lobster...or worse still -skin peeling away.

Its nt all work for mi today.. In the afternoon, I went for a workshop wid e gals in the afternoon. Pretty entertaining cuz one of the presentors is really damn funny. We were laughing till our side ached. Must chk out the papers next week, to see if we are featured on it. Hey babes - e picz uploaded onto facebook ya!! Nice~

Stress & Pressure seems flooding in. Past wk was terrible. Too many meeting, too busy, too late nights, cant make it for kickboxing, and my Yoga.... n i lost my appetite. Bad thing is e chestache and e headache hit mi again - b4, durin & after work. sighz. The insomia is getting worse. HAIZ. i was surprised that "its all coming back to me".

I was analysing - the reason other than e fear on unable to complete the pilling work, another factor was the negative "karma" inherited fm some of my colleagues who are plannin for their exit. Of cuz i cldnt deny tat recent conflicts btw mi and my team mates & boss made mi lose that motivation totally.

Anyway, for now...i'll go for my break, concentrate on my launch, and i'll see if there's improvement in health, in work, in wkplace relationship... Anyway no one is indispensable. My new portfolio, my colleague still ard, so she can take it back...juggle as she has done before. As for my existing portfolio, my boss's new found right-hand lady will b more den capable to handle.

Gotta catch some sleep... Tmr's lotsa things to rush.