Steffie's World

wat a day....

finally... its wkend. Know today wld b a shitty day. cldnt really relax myself even aft e launch ytd. True - when i saw e final sales figure.. i noe i'm dead. SIGHZ. i know its sleepless night till wed.

He on e other hand, seems... too relaxed. It has been relatively seldom to see him grinnin from ear to ear, joking and teasing. Yes - it pleased me to see him tis way... BUT...Teasing & taunting mi seems to be his immediate passion.

Aldy fully aware dat i'm so worried for e next 2 weeks, still rubbed it in. I think i must b out of my mind when i thot he's really a SNAG. I wonder wat i see in him. i really dun understand. -_-''

i'm definitely not going to put in any good words when ppl gossiped abt him. no more - dun care. humph.

yhew..... finally a moment to take a breather..

Finally a moment to take a breather. Juz nw stepped out of office, wowz.... e sky is so clear.. and e moon is so bright. Think tmr will look sooo much beta. ^__________^ U couples out there must b out dating to chk out e moon or e lanterns or e candles. I love playin wif e candles.. alwayz had fun.. bt tis yr, nah..nvm. i'll b busy working..m sure there'll b opportunities.. in future.

last nite.. had really bad nitemare. dreamt of death. You noe when u dreamt of death, wat does it mean?

Nearly any dream u hav tat refers to death, dying or attending a funeral, pertain to CHANGE. most of the time, this change is very dramatic and major. It can be change in ur life attitude or emotional balance. These types of dreams can also symbolise confronting fear or change. Since most of us will agree that death is the ultimate change, and many people fear it.

dun dare to sleep aft dat. Argh. Today my indian chief complained these few days cldnt sleep in e nite cuz too many things. Idiot. i also wat!! i havnt slept well for mths! And there's green veins around my eyes!! Still can laugh at mi. HUMPH.

damn! its almost 1am. need to koon liao. if nt..... green veins green veins. Eeeekkkkk............... hope it wont take mi another hr to knock out. Seriously, i envy those who knock out once their heads hit e pillow.

mina... hav a great mid autumn festival tmr ya. catch e moon and e stars for mi. =D

blogging using my new phone... in library

hee.... my new phone. SO HAPPY. And i found dat white holder for tis limited edition. lolz. juz wait for my dear deannie to get it for mi, through his network. lolz. *cross my finger*

e original Fantastic Four Mktin team. one by one....left..
Original 4..
1 down and left 3...
1 down and left 2...
1 soon to b gone and left 1..

*Heavy sighz* For mths, I juz know i stayed for a reason... i struggled, bt i perserve cuz i cant bring myself to leave n dump my ridiculous workload unto my partner. If one fine day, dat reason is no longer valid, den... its time to move on, isnt it? Whether it is to dump to whoever, it really doesnt matter cuz i dun feel indebted to dat stranger.

Felt so much beta when i untie e knot. ^-^

Coming to 3am..

Coming to 3am, and i'm still wide awake... yesterday, cldnt sleep as well. Maybe i need some sleeping pills.

Sighz.... heard some thunderous news... though i sld b well-prepared for such outcome, bt i never thot it wld come so soon. Some one dear is going to leave to a far away place.... I dunno. i juz noe dat w/o tis person, there wont b mi. my pillar of strength - if gone, i doubt i wish to continue.

lets talk abt sth nice. Went for SSO tonite. its a co. event, and omg all super big shots and majority i dun recognise. lolz. If its nt cuz majority of e mgt team cant make it, i doubt i can ever b invited to such event. HAHAHAHA..... At least nw i've had such nice nice experience. Lucky i love classical music, otherwise, i wld b like my colleague - tryin her very best nt to fall asleep. lolz.

Finally caught niu niu aft e concert. dun care e time cuz havnt seen her for sooooooooo long. her hair is getting shorter as mine is getting longer. lolz. 

feelin... nausea again. Aargh.

1am.. cldnt sleep. had dat nausea feeling again. Argh. Its crazy today. Going in & out of meeting. The most ridiculous thing being asked was... since my boss nt ard for the auditing, can i take over to be audited. omg.

Today's kick boxing class was so much beta. i know it will get easier as days go by. lolz. Bt by e time i came back, the seas of red awaits mi. sighz. E chestache is back! In e afternoon, when i was running through my emails, plus answering those ST, suddenly e pain juz hit mi. Dun tell mi i really need to go hide in e toilet for dat breathing exercise again.

**my parrot is sleeping..... so peaceful sia. i think if i poke him in his tummy, he wld fall off the stick. +_+ muahahahahaha!!!!

Aarghh.. dunno wat time i can koon.. bt e nausea feeling is really disturbing.

given only one thing on earth.....

the pain doesnt go away. the strain from e back of my neck has been there ever since CS. Till today, i still cant move my head w/o feelin e discomfort. Its agonising. every morning when i pull myself up from my bed, e pain stinks  =(

some thots lingered in my mind aft some coffee sessions. Although i brushed all aside, deep in, i know... e concerns are valid, and i am equally vexed over such issues.

were talkin abt a fren... cant rem his face. i just rem he once asked mi a question - He asked, given only one thing on earth, wat do i really want. Unusual qn for mi - dats why he left quite an impression. ahh... wat do i really want. I wld still give e same answer.

whole body aching!!!!!!!

sobsob... i fear for tmr.. e neck, e leg, e body.. omg.

today's meeting full day. wah lau! i tell u, i really dislike long meetings. its really one aft another! lucky once in a while, my darling will excuse mi to go do my work. YHEW! bt.. a while later, kena summon into yet another meeting. And i HATE workin lunch!!!! aiyo! its so unhealthy to eat in oki. i aldy loathe eating in canteen, nw worse... eat in e meeting room. Aargh.. give us a break break break!!!!!

a thousand and a million things to do. new pdts in and i hav no time to do pdt decks. aiyo. my "to-do list" will only go longer and never shorter. -_-" sighz. my seas of red will never cease appearing. Argh.. meetings and emails! aiyo!!!

at least once in a while, we wld hav jokes here and there. Laughin at e size of tis hugable colleague of mine, totally amused by my crazy self-proclaimed senior creative director's ideas or drawings, suaning ms phang's presentation, and combining effort wif my buddy to suan mr. teddy bear. lolz.

ok lar.. life.. is nt dat bad afterall. *wink wink*

When e going gets tough... learn to amuse urself. =D

After CS....

Totally drained aft e CS. Glad to noe dat my cat. sales was nt bad. yhew~

wat i learnt from tis CS? hmmm.. Put in your best effort, lead by example, work as a team and e rest leave to fate. M glad dat even my cashier felt i've done a great job, and a leader who led by example. most impt - takes great care of e staff. AIYO.. i blushed sia.

heehee.. my veteran promoter said dat i've improved and cld hold my ground well. customer said i've great sales pitch.. and one gave mi his namecard - asked mi if i'm interested, feel free to look for him. ^-^ my promoters got motivated simply standin beside mi, and said - cuz stephanie sold high end, he oso wan to sell high end - stand beside stephanie muz and can sell high end. Wat huge compliment coming from promoters whose experience in selling shavers r far far way before mi.

Tis CS reminded mi of my cny bbq bakgua... e hourless day to nite on e feet working. e only consolation is - tis CS, i cld still bio ppl from my booth. lolz.

mi majiam e sort - princess life. cannot work too long and too hard, otherwise will fall sick. hahaha... merely 7days of workin, ytd nite - finally fell sick. today - barely cld open my eyes and pay attention. perhaps i really sld listen to him, take MC and rest at home. bt i might get love-sick. den how? muahahahahaha. my brain's kena burnt till kuku liaoz. =D

Steffie's first carnival sale

my feet aches big time! keke...

though it wasnt fantastic durin e kick start.. wif rain, and mi runnin slight fever plus flu.. it wasnt as discouraging as noeing my 3 strong promoters cldnt make it. STILL, no one is indispenable lar. e most i stand there sell lor. lolz. no big deal.

b4 e show started, i looked at my boys - young. dats enuff. i respected e veteran's decision on who she wanted for e role front line n back end. My kick off speech - i was open dat we lacked of 3 strong fronters, bt i know they cld do it too. a few of us r new, so we need their help, knowledge and energy cuz we hav at least 4 ppl dunno shavers at all, the boys prob wont hav any chance to rest. The 'best' thing is.. they r headed by mi tis half past six leader. lolz. 

E newbies r nt disappointin as well! Individually i gave brief specs killer pointers and encouraged them to swim in e sea. Young is gd - to them tryin wont die. i told e newbies - easiest? juz stand next to one or two and LISTEN. I mean when customer shot questions, i dunno, i juz asked lor. lolz. Shameful dat i'm e pdt mger, dunno my pdt well? well - promoters hav great strategies. No harm learning more. Levelled urself to ur team, and they will fight e war wif u. =D They helped mi when i was stucked and even shared wif mi hw they pushed. enlightening sia.

At e end of e day, both mi n my 2IC were tremendously pleased wif their effort.

I looked ard, i saw my colleagues so free sittin dwn chit-chattin, envy sia!!! Bt well, no choice leh, i dun hav manpower, plus i hav to meet my numbers. if leader nt leading and joining e fight, ur teammates wont put in effort as well. cuz i saw 2 iron boys come over to help mi sell shaves. lolz. Anyway, maybe to e mgt, e figures r nt dat fantastic compared to LY, bt its a gd experience for mi, and a great flatform to groom e next new generation. ^-^

okie. take it easy - enjoy e ride. =D

i am totally exhausted...

gosh, i am telling - u beta pray hard dat ur boss is alwayz ard whenever there's major meetings. Otherwise, u will b busy formulating politically correct answers, and making commitments dat u really dunno if u can meet... Totally drain off ur energy, dried ur brain juices....

I am totally exhausted.

Happy thoughts! lemmi think... hmmm... ahh.. i juz had my soya beancurb. LOLZ!! ^O^ dats my dinner, bt.. its alright. i had dat craving for the longest time! ^_______,^ Tis wkend is burned.. thurs is burnt, fri is burnt, sat and sun are burnt. Arghh.. ~_~ E best for now is...... dont think abt it.

coolin weather... coolin temper... =D

Coolin coolin weather. hehe.. nice~ Today i gd gal - no coffee, no tea, juz hot milo cuz i need to get some sleep tonite!

at least my sweetie pie waited for mi, and we went off dinner. =D i think my dinner really nt bad leh. i loved e noodles. bt maybe i was hungry. or prob its e company. #^_^# hahaha. someone lagi beta.. made mi half worried at his super light lunch, den half way through had maggie mee, had his bread.. dunno to laugh or to jeer at him. ok lar - at least he noes where to find food when he's hungry. gd leh, dun need to worry cuz he's noe hw to take care of his stomach. lolz.

actor in e making! N can see he thoroughly enjoyed it. damn funny.

i'm nt goin to do work tonite. b4 12am, i goin to koon liaoz. roll in e bed till i sleep. lolz. lets see if it works.

tis wkend will b really really busy!!!!! steffie e shaver gal, estin e beauty gal, gary e iron boy, vincent e vacuum man, daren e rice cooker boy, kimfong e water man, ee ling e suncare gal, eug forget wat he is in charge... lolz. they kept tellin mi first timer wld b fun. i looked forward to it, i hav no doubt dat i wld enjoy myself. =D

my phone is coming really really soon. aiyoooooo... cldnt conceal my grin everytime i thot abt it. n we got e same colours! lolz. copy cat, so gay to take white. =p ppl sure yak, bt wat e hell.. rumours always die dwn when u ignore. *wink* waitin for it to come. ^-^

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走过了你来时的路
想像著没我的日子
你是怎样的孤独

拿著你给的照片
熟悉的那一条街
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